"Few lines from : A Thousand of Little Pieces by James Frey"
“The first time I
saw you, my heart
fell. The second time I
saw you, my heart
fell. The third time
fourth time fifth time
and every time since,
my heart has fallen. ♥
I stared at her.
You are the most
beautiful woman I
have ever seen. Your
hair, your eyes, your
lips, your body that
you haven't grown
into, the way you
walk, smile, laugh,
the way your cheeks
drop when you're
mad or upset, the
way you drag your
feet when you're
tired. Every single
thing about you is
beautiful. ♥
I stared at her.
When I see you the
World stops. It stops
and all that exists for
me is you and my
eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other
people, no thoughts
or worries, no
yesterday, no
tomorrow. The World
just stops and it is a
beautiful place and
there is only you. Just
you, and my eyes
staring at you. ♥
I stared.
When you're gone,
the World starts
again, and I don't like
it as much. I can live
in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in
it and wait to see you
again and wait for it
to stop again. I love it
when it stops. It's the
best fucking thing I've
ever known or ever
felt, the best thing,
and that, beautiful
Girl, is why I stare at
you. ♥
I close my eyes
and I let my body
shut itself down and I
let my mind wander.
It wanders to a
familiar place. A place
I don’t talk about or
acknowledge exists. A
place where there is
only me. A place that
I hate. I am alone. ♥
Alone here and alone
in the world. Alone in
my heart and alone in
my mind. Alone
everywhere, all the
time, for as long as I
can remember. Alone
with my Family, alone
with my friends,
alone in a Room full
of People. ♥
Alone when I wake, alone
through each awful
day, alone when I
finally meet the
blackness. I am alone
in my horror. Alone in
my horror. I don’t
want to be alone. I
have never wanted to
be alone. I fucking
hate it. ♥
I hate that I
have no one to talk
to, I hate that I have
no one to call, I hate
that I have no one to
hold my hand, hug
me, tell me
everything is going to
be all right. ♥
I hate
that I have no one to
share my hopes and
dreams with, I hate
that I no longer have
any hopes or dreams,
I hate that I have no
one to tell me to hold
on, that I can find
them again. ♥
I hate
that when I scream,
and I scream bloody
murder, that I am
screaming into
emptiness. I hate that
there is no one to
hear my scream and
that there is no one
to help me learn how
to stop screaming. . .
More than anything,
all I have ever
wanted is to be close
to someone. More
than anything, all I
have ever wanted is
to feel as if I wasn’t
alone. ♥
There is
emotion in the hug,
and there is respect
and a form of love.
Emotion that comes
from honesty, respect
that comes from
challenge, and the
form of love that
exists between
people whose minds
have touched, whose
hearts have touched,
whose souls have
touched. Our minds
touched. Our hearts
touched. Our souls
touched.
We separate. ♥
I turn and I
slowly walk away
and I don't look back.
It has always been a
fault of mine, but it is
the way I am. I never
look back. Never." ♥
♥. Copyright : James Frey. (a thousand of little pieces)
©. Collected By : Dhumke@tu. ♥ (iNkHeart Barbarian)
13-09-2014. ♥
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